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Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
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| Time: | 8:02 pm. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | that damn friends episode that my mom is watchign. |
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Hey guys, it's the Chinese New Year!
So, I would just like to say to everyone...
Fun GAY FAT CHOW
or whatever that girl at that chinese restaurant said...
steph, k, sara, mike... have you guys heard about the soty show? i tried to find out what time it was at, but i didn't have any luck. I thought for sure it would have been on the 89x site, but it was to of no use.
oh yeah....Samm....when are we going bowling?
i mean it...i wanna go again
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Friday, January 16th, 2004
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before i forget, these are some of the bands that will be at warped tour
New found glory
TAKING BACK SUNDAY
Coheed
Thursday
ALKALINE TRIO
YELLOWCARD
Bouncing Souls
Useless I.d.
The casualities
Allister
Rufio
Fallout boy
STORY OF THE YEAR
AVENGED SEVENFOLD
NOFX
flogging molly
sugarcult
Ant-Flag
THURSDAY
From Autumn to Ashes
ignore the ones in caps, those are just one's i want to see
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I can't believe how tired I am.
Whats worse is that I have to get up at 4:30 tomorrow morning.
It's ok though, I guess. I got my exam grade back in Calculus today. I got an 82%!. I was proud considering the class average was 72%. It made me feel like I'm not an idiot in a class filled with a bunch of NHS kids. I also took my sociology test today, which was a joke. Out of 93 questions, i think i guessed on 92 of them. I guess that is what happens when your sociology teacher talks for 2 weeks about how welfare is wrong, and then 8 weeks about how much she's in love with her recent boyfriend-turned-fiance.
I can't wait until febuary. Sara and I's anniversary is on Febuary 6th. It doesn't nearly seem like a year. Today I had time to burn while she was working, so I made all of the phonecalls I needed to make for her suprise (shh), and also went to the bank. I don't think it will be as good as last year's valentine's day, or the calender I made her for christmas (which took me 40 hours at least to work on), but I know it will bring a smile to her face, which is all that matters.
This weekend I'm going with my dad to cut up some firewood at my Uncle Skip's house. It sucks because loading firewood is one of my least favorite things to do in the world. Oh well, I'll get to see my cousin again.
Oh, Steph, I heard of something you might like. There's this band called emocapella, they are an a capella group that covers punk songs. They cover cut from the team, enjoy your day, soco amaretta lime, no sensitivity, and again i go unnoticed. they cover more, but i don't remember. I don't know, they actually do a fairly good job.
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Thursday, January 15th, 2004
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here we go again...
o.k., don't read this if you plan on causing more problems and fights. Nathan, the damn post wasn't even about you. You actually didn't even come to my mind when i wrote it. If it was about you, I would have said it. You've known me for 10 years, you should know by now that i'm not afraid of you knowing anything. i'm not going to write a post and and try to hide who it's about For some reason, i can't write a post about the experiences in my life (isn't this a journal?) without someone thinking i'm out to get them. and for however tries to reply to posts that doesn't have anything to do with them (you know who you are), just stop, your instigating a problem that nobody wants. Everyone just stop. And by everyone, i mean everyone, both sides. We all know that most of us aren't friends, that doesn't mean we have to act like children about it. if you have something constructive to say that wont' start up sometihing or instigate another argument, feel free to comment.
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Saturday, January 10th, 2004
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I once knew a boy...
He was a good kid. He was a kid with goals, dreams, and aspirations.
Then something hit him.
Following was a sin. Not a religious sin, but a sin on yourself none the less. To be like others could no longer be, and every hint of idolism or comparison must be stripped away.
It started off with looks. To look like one was to be like one. So he threw on a fashion of his own, yes, a fashion, and displayed it as another form.
Then it was his beliefs of body. So he 180'd what was in magazine covers and tv commercials. He labeled a healthy and non-body controlled lifestyle called straight-edge. All because he tried to run away from what was all around them.
Then he realized that to believe in government was to be the majority. So, by the dozens, he tried to find reasons to grudge against higher power. Reality being, everyone holds grudge in some shape or form. But, unlike this boy, they can see the failure of a life without government.
Then, the dreams and goals were discarded. To have money meant to be corrupt, and to be corrupt meant to be like the majority. So, working three times as hard for half the pay became the meaning of happiness. Do that make since to you? To this boy, it did. Education was not needed. Apparently, being the best you can be is for the corrupt.
Then, the cool to this boy became the uncool, and as the "others" also adopted the healthy and non-body controlled lifestyles, the boy turned back around, back to where he started. A, "change of heart" he would call it.
Then it was his religious beliefs. Somehow he must have never thought that religion was conformity. So he stripped away his believes into something that was different.
Individuality, he called it.
Being unlike anything else.
But as this boy looked around, he didn't realize how many other boys were just like him. How many boys followed the exact same path he did. Haha, individuality.
Since when has individuality meant running away from all that is around you? The defensive end, some would say. Choices are you own, not what others choose not be.
I knew a boy...
...his name was the punk movement.
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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
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| Subject: | Calculus Sucks |
| Time: | 6:58 pm. |
| Mood: |  angry. | | Music: | the echoes of super's laugh while making joke of derivitives. |
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I HATE CALCULUS.
Steph, you have no idea how lucky you are. I just took a retake in calc today. The first time i took it, i got an 18 out of 30. I think that i did even worse this time. Speaking of calc, did i mention that am taking a break from calc homeowork to make a post? AHHHHHH. as of right now, i have a D in that class. How the hell do I have an "D"? Not to sound like super smart kid, but i've put in enough effort to have A+'s in other classes, but can only pull a 60 percent in the stupid ass math class. (haha that rhymed). so to all juniors - do what steph did, don't sign up for calc.
enough ranting, other things are going good. This friday, Jake, Annalisa, Sara, and I are going to a haunted house for halloween. I'm really excited for that. If friday is anything like homecoming then we are all having a blast. Oh yeah, friday i'm dressing up for school. Like the past 87 years, i'm going to be the cat and the hat. to me, that is the coolest outfit in the world, i don't care what anyone else says. i'll be at retc the whole day though (5,6,7 hours) so not many people will see me.
oh, i feel knowledgeable. yesterday we did iv's in emt. I drew britney's blood on the first try! yeah, thats right, i drew blood. then i tried to do lauren cindrich's though, that doesn't work. you can barely see the veins on her skin.
today i tried to get brit's blood again and i couldn't. i dont' know why though, she didn't even know why herself.
well, now that i've grossed everyone out, i'm going back to working on hell (calculus ap).
-Dan-
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003
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when did livejournal change its site? wow, i guess that just show's how long it's been since i last posted. i'm still alive, not that anyone would really care or anything. the posted was i think when sara was in europe, and the last time i thought about posting was when steph gave me sypholis (haha). i think that's been a little bit too long.
friday is the trip to the middle schools. i'm not even going to talk about what everyone thinks i'm going to, not being part of the arguing. i'm excited though, that means i only have 4 days of school this week! the many benefits of band.
speaking of music, that reminds me. i broke my fucking guitar today. i'm so mad. the input jack was loose, so i unscrewed the cover to take it off. when i tightined the jack, one of the wires snapped. so i have to sauder it back together. that brings back 2 problems. one, i can't sauder, two, i don't have a saudering iron to begin with. oh well, i'll take it or something.
i came up with an interlude to the song zach and i have been working on. i'm posting it so i don't have to write it down. oh hell, i'll need to write out the whole song anyway, might as well do it now.
we'll take a ride out to the park
i hope we make it there before it gets dark
lose control, let off the gas
as we start to roll, head hits the glass
it's another perfect saturday
i know we where going way to fast
and broken bones i'm sure will never stand this crash
look to the side, to blood-stained eyes
as you confide, under screaming cries
and i knew all along that i should have slowed down
i should have slowed down
she said the signs ahead so you'd better start breaking
for the dreams we crossed and the lies we're faking
once chance to care, so take hold
or you and i may never know...
the sirens keep ringing in the back of my head
and i'll never forget the words that you said
your screams were so loud.
it was all done
hazel to crimson with the shot of a gun
i know
i should have slowed down
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All i have to say is...thank God for yellowcard.
yesterday was amazing.
warped tour. the day all the "true punks" critizise for being a sellout venue where the best music around is played. where you find a whole bunch of asshole punks pushing their way through merch lines, overpriced corndogs, and idiot kids who think they are what punk is all about and where their punkiest outfit and spike their hair (generalization). overall, where all my favorite bands usually play.
so we got there around 9. thinking, we should be their early. it was joe, deanna (chuck d), sara, and i. on our way in, we ran into brad for big, and said hello. at 12, we saw starting line. wow, big freakin' moshpit. we all got knocked down, and chuck d and sara wanted OUT. so, i managed to pull three people out of the pit. joe couldn't because he was on the other end making sure we didn't lose the girls. then later, when were in the back, another mosh pit started. as a group of guys pushed from behind, joe and i suddenly stopped them. it was so weird, because it didn't seem possible. i don't know, they were really good, probly an 8 out of ten.
the we went and ate, and got some merch. sara got a orange yellowcard tshirt. (she may have gotten it before starting line). we were waiting to see yellowcard at 145, and then catch the end of simple plan that started at 2 (d wanted to see them). yellowcard = the best live band that ever lived. their violinist was like a second lead singer. i don't know, with being in running start, i've learned how hard it is to sing with someone with the sound directed away from you. yellowcard nailed it. i swear, the harmony between the lead singer and violinist was PERFECT. we only could see the first four songs though (i missed avondale! my favorite song by them!) rating 10/10.
simple plan was next. we only got to hear the last 3 songs by them. i don't know, it seemed like last year they were better. then again, this year they played for more people, so the interaction wasn't there as much. anyway, they did good. they're one of those bands that can sound like they do on a record (like soco and yellowcard). overall - 6/10.
ok, what was next. oh yeah, ataris were at three. i really didn't want to see the ataris, they really aren't my kind of band. but, i didn't mind hearing them. one thing that was awesome though - instead of saying 1..2..3..4.., they said 1..2..fuck..you.. that was really cool, and from what i've heard original. they played boys of summer, which is a cover by don henley. i state that because there was a guy that had a shirt that said "who's don henley?". haha, thats funny. but other than that, the crowd (at least where we were) didn't really take it in. i guess they're a band you have to like to really like to be blown away. oh yeah, they closed with san dimas (of course). rating - 3/10...with 1 2 fuck you - 5/10.
then we ran over to see thrice. i was looking forward to seeing thrice because they would have a large pit. i was kinda disappointed by them. it seemed like they didn't interact at all. (it seems like that with most core bands.) we left halfway through to see molly, steph, and samm. also, i didn't know their new songs, so it wasn't as fun. deadbolts sounded awesome from afar though. overall - n/a
then we went to see yellowcard at 4.30 (they had signings). so, sara and i went and got pictures taking with them, and we each got a poster signed. they are the coolest people in the world. you could tell that they grateful for what they have worked for. overall rating - priceless.
then to slick shoes at 5.45. they were actually at the maurice stage, but we thought they were at the brian stage. so we basically missed the first 3 songs by them. turns out, we didn't miss much. they had one of those shows that made you like a band less. overall rating - 2/10.
brand new was next, same stage, an hour later. i was really looking to hear from them, even though i didn't get to hear the new album from them. i didn't like their new stuff, it was too mellow for a show. but, they did play jude law and 70 x 7. also, he dedicated a song to his grandfather, and that takes balls. all in all - 6/10.
the last band was all american rejects. i didn't really listen to them, they were just by where we were sitting. they seemed pretty good though, and there was one song that i REALLY liked one of there songs. rating - n/a.
the best part was taco bell. haha, j/k. we went to taco bell afterward. the guy there was stupid, he forgot to ring up my order. so i bugged off sara and joe.
last words...
yellowcard is amazing
i wish tbs was there
i have really bad sunburn now
yellowcard is a step below my God.
taco bell is really good, esp when you haven't eaten all day.
rain at warped tour is better than not a cloud in the sky at warped tour
yellowcard is so good they make my man juices flow
i didn't just say that did i
joe and chuck d were really cool
i got a yellowcard shirt that says i have crabs
yellowcard and soco are the two best live bands i've ever heard
i saw bradley
ok, finally, i'm done
oh, yeah, yellowcard is amazing
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| Subject: | horrible day |
| Time: | 1:05 pm. |
| Music: | short of 1st - programming (authentic wichita fabrication). |
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everything has been so bland and boring lately. i know i haven't updated livejournal in practically a month, and thats why. i got in an accident a week ago, and had to get a whole new front end for my car. my car squeeks now and it's really embarrasing, not to mention scary. i had to spend 200 to get that replaced. on top of that my 500 insurance payment was due thge 25. (i pay it in two payments, other i have to pay.) court date will be approaching, ticket fee, and worst yet - i may get sued up to 500 to pay the deductable from the person i hit. i JUST got the ticket in the mail. the bad thing is, i have 100 dollars in the bank right now. why are accidents this expensive? don't get into them, they are horrible.
i took off work today. i was really excited to be able to spend the whole day with sara. its 1:00 right now though, and nothings changing. God how i wish they would. oh well, looks like another boring day trying to find things to do.
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And you'll say
Everything is o.k.
Why worry about tommorow,
When today hasn't come and gone
A wasted breath costs too much,
When all we know is time
Today was perfect,
It was like falling for you all over again
So let's drive
Hold my hand until the tank runs dry
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Saturday, June 21st, 2003
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| Subject: | BORED |
| Time: | 3:26 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored - duh. | | Music: | short of 1st - west tothill. |
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wow, i'm so bored out of my mind
it feels like i should download something or get in trouble
sara is in europe
samm is in germany
jessy has mono
steph is band camping
spark is in california
josh isn't online
molly's batteries died
meg, i don't know about meg
why am i even writing this, no one is even on to read it.
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Thursday, June 19th, 2003
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| Subject: | oh man |
| Time: | 7:56 pm. |
| Mood: | grateful. | | Music: | thursday - this side of brightness. |
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wow, forever in a day. today i had to wake up and go to the funeral for my uncle. we were like 5 minutes late for the mass (which NEVER happens). yeah, that sucked. i hate funerals. afterward, since my uncle was a memeber, we went to the eagles hall for lunch. the food was horrid. i mean, real bad.
i got home, popped in a cd to burn, then called steph. thursday is recordtime day. we went, and i got pins. i almost got the drivethru comp and....THE AARON CARTER 2002 LIVE I WANT CANDY TOUR DVD!. but, it was four dollars and i figured i would need that for used 64 game shopping. oh yeah, i met erin, i talked to her on the phone. she probably thinks i'm a goofjob because i was acting like a dork.
so steph and rolled into gamespot in macomb mall. i got...
gt64.............$9.99.....dumbest game ever
2001 nfl blitz...$14.99....coolest game ever
golden eye 007...$9.99.....almost as cool as mario 64, the second coolest game ever
i got one free for some reason too, and steph got this wierd anime game i think. no wait, it was this sequal to an rpg she has. i'm so dumb, i could have easily erase4d the anime part, but now i'm blabbering on and wasting your time.. hahahahaha...
then we went to taco bell! cuz, you know, what's a trip without taco bell? food is good, then we went home and i played my new 64 games. i just realized that i'm gonna have to give sara her 64 back in a week and a half. plus, all the games i spent. oh well. as of right now, 64 is my life. it's well worth it.
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
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| Time: | 1:26 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | sonny - a southern belle. |
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TWO DOLLAR GAMES SUCK. THEY DON'T RUN WHEN YOU START THEM!
damn that pisses me off
oh guys great news. i just got done talking to josh for the first time since the band broke up.
so this new band with spark and i. well, there is a third member......Josh Lafalce. That's right. can someone say awesome? anyway, it'll be good because we all love the same style of music, and all three of us can play together awesome.
wow, this is very similar to running start. 2 kids that have played together and a 3 thats in another band that the 2 kids have played with. omg, i'm so excited now.
i'm such a lazy ass. i just now put keywords to my icons. so now i can put different icons on my page.
so yesterday was awesome fun. george and i went to _____ to get that thing for sara. steph, you know what i'm talking about. i can't wait until she gets back so she can get it. also we went to a and w AND taco bell. afterwards, we were finally full. then we went and played ddr at johnny appleseeds.
later that day was community band. damn that was fun. steph, i forgot how much fun it is to hang out with you. we came to realize how much billy looks like andrew of something corporate. we also played with an old guy, which i forgot his name. he played snare the whole time. afterwards we went to dairy queen (agian). i got the bestest blizzard ever....cotton candy! then i went home and played mickey mouse racing, which is an ok game, but not as good as mario kartz.
oh steph, the funeral for my uncle is tomorrow at 10. afterwards there is a lunchin. i'm trying to get out of the lunchin. but, if i go, we would be home at 2 at the latest. so question starts...still a go for recordtime/funcoland/whatever for tomorrow? i figured even if we left late, we could be out later. i don't know what time you need to be home by.
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Wow yesterday was the most horrible day ever. For starters, Sara is gone. She left yesterday for 2 weeks. There's no explaining how much i miss her right now. Second, my uncle died of cancer the day before. i wasn't too close to him, but i was none the less. so now my fam is all down. third of all, my wallet is gone. i think it could be at sara's, so i have to talk to autumn to get into their house since she has a key. FOURTH of all, all this would fell in our woodsplitter outside, and i'm the only one that can move it since my dad hurt his back. FIFTH of all (yes there is a fifth) saturday is the anniversary of the death of my grandpa. i don't know if any of you know how close i was to my grandpa, but it was close. i'm always down this time of year from that as it is. sorry i sound like a pity case, but this is horrible. the only good side is that i have sara's 64, and community band is today. oh yeah i'm hanging out with george today too. i don't know, if you guys have a day that is worse than yeserday please tell me.
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Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
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yeah, it's 930, wake up, post time!
guess what guys, dan is having a "contest". its called the "figure out a damn aol screename for dan sweepstakes".
Whoever makes the best aol screename for dan will get a personal thank you from dan, as well as a chance to hold Hubba- the official TPG mascot. (By the way, Hubba is world renound for being the world's bestest and favorrratisst hampster!).
so, put your little mindcaps to thinking, kids, this is truely a great opportunity for all. wow i'm gay. (and awesome)
ok, yesterday was awesome. Hubba is here!. I just brought up hubba, and you don't know who he/she is. (we don't know if it's a boy or a girl, and we will probly never have the balls to check). but, he's awesome. he lives in the wicked cool three story mansion, with a wheel, house, fort, food, water, and stairs. at the top story, is his wheel, so he can look over and protect dan's bedroom from the sky. the second story is his house, which he climbs in through the window and leaves through the door (come on guys, he's just a hampster). and the bottom floor is everything else.
yesterday was supposed to be the community band concert, which i was attending to watch. rain is stupid, it got cancelled. driving home, steph and i went to dairy queen and spoke of our many thoughts on music. good times, steph, good times.
i hung out with sara pretty much all day. how perfect is that? we went to the mall, i got some more of her gift for europe (which she swears she knows what it is, haha). and we got chinese food. yummmmmmmmm.
today was supposed to be the uji 5 chinese food party. but, it's at 4 and i have to work from 11 to 5. lamb said he might not have it now :<. but, oh well, i couldn't go anyway.
work calls at 11. it's 9:40 right now. i think i'm at sara's. so i'm getting off now.
later home e's
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when was the last time i wrote in the thing? oh well, i finally have time to sit and relax. oh everyone, if steph made you listen to rock and roll mcdonalds, i have an even dumber/funnier song. it's by the same guy, and it's called "i whupped batman's ass". it is THE most funniest song i've ever heard. hehe
yesterday i went to jessy's dance recital with sara. for the future kids, don't ever go to a dance recital - ever. there were alot of good parts, like when little kids were cute and older kids were REALLY talented. but, other that, boring is an understatement. one really good thing came out of it though. on one of the dances, they danced to pachabel's canon. steph, your gonna be proud of me. i'm on a mission. i realized that that is my favorite classical song. i totally forgot about it too. but, i'm on a mission to learn that song. i know it's gonna be super hard, concidering i'm not really a piano player (i'm a pianist). but it's a life goal to learn this song.
also yesterday, the band played baseball. i was really happy for three reasons. one, i used to play baseball, so this brought back so many memories. two, i hit a home run (oh yeah, over the fence baby...) and three, after i hit the home run, nathan congradulated me. after doing a double take, i realized how much he probably had to swallow to say that. i figured out then how much we both have to swallow to let alone look at each other, let alone speak, and even more compliment.
that was pretty much yesterday in a nut shell. (a for annoying). today, my two cousins amanda and nick, sara, and i are going to see finding nemo. i'm so excited. for some reason, i'm really looking forward to it. what's funny is i'm not a disney kid, but i find nemo a must see. and hopefully, slim chance, i may play with spark today. i dont' know, the day awaits, and i must take a shower.
later home e's
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GUYS! GUYS! GUYS!
GUESS WHAT I GOT!!!! For those who don't knwow much about me, i love root beer! not just the taste, but the smell as well. (yes, i LOVE the smell of root beer). I go to sara's today, and she got me a root beer flavored candle!!!! it is the greatest thing ever. I knew she was getting me it, and i knew what it looked like, but i didn't think it would be THIS good! It's burning right now, and hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. sara, and i would say this without the candle, you are the most amazing person ever. This is just proof.
so aside from the event that made my day, week, and month. i have to work tonight - 6 to 10. it's ok though, cuz i'm working with collin and ryan. so if you guys are in the area, and are bored, come and see me!
east and anatomy exams are done! that leaves creative writing, analysis, gym, and band. i don't have an exam in analysis and gym. also, creative and band exams are easy as hell. in other words, my work is done.
today was the seniors last day. it was really hard saying goodbye to shane, steve, hillary, adam, tocco, and elise. i'm going to miss them. oh well, it's a part of life i guess.
you guys gotta tell me how to do keywords so i can use pictures!
but i gotta go, sara is coming over with guido bread (yeah!)
molly, we need to build a guido bread by you!
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Today was a really fun day. I went to work, planning on working 6 - 2. turns out, horwever, that sheena wanted to work later (and i really didn't). so, sheena i switched times, and i went home at 11. From there, i went to sara's and woke her from her sleep (which is one of the most fulfilling things a boyfriend could do). we went to the mall, and hung out today. that was pretty much my day.
oh yeah - hate to bring it up, never said i would. but it turns out i'm the only one holding up my end of the deal. sara, steph, molly, samm - have you guys noticed how fucking much nathan and nick try to make fun of me on livejournal? before you guys said that you never wanted to hear about it on here, but that's not the case. i wonder when nick and nathan will realize that they are the ONLY ones that think what they do, and i would really like to see them have proof otherwise. message to nick and nathan - i'm keeping this insult free because no one wants to hear it. do your friends a favor and do the same. they don't share your views, and they don't agree. notice how they aren't choosing sides
sorry, i have to defend myself when attacked
well, i better stop before i get "fucking knifed"
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What funny things pride can bring
Now you envious
And I'm jealous
Is this how you wanted it to end?
Well then, I guess so long
But remember were not in this to make enemies
And through this we can only learn guesses
So tell me your reasons
And i'll give you mine
Ego's take over where friendship left off
Tension is killing me, and hurting you as well
Right now your only a goodbye
A farewell from pain
All because we turned our backs
Unwilling to turn back
Unwilling to change
Unwilling
I have a thousand words to say to you
A few you will hear
Even fewer you will listen
A thousand insults to me
A thousand comments to you
So this is life
You killed me as much as thy've saved me
Thank God you didn't have more
So tell me your reasons
And i'll give you mine
Ego's take over where friendship left off
Tension is killing me, and hurting you as well
Right now your only a goodbye
A farewell from pain
All because we turned our backs
Unwilling to turn back
Unwilling to change
Unwilling
You don't know me
And I don't know you
These little misunderstandings lead to disaster
Quick question before I turn away
Is your finger numb from pointing
Like my tongue is from lying?
Simple commomness along with how we feel about each other
So tell me your reasons
And i'll give you mine
Ego's take over where friendship left off
Tension is killing me, and hurting you as well
Right now your only a goodbye
A farewell from pain
All because we turned our backs
Unwilling to turn back
Unwilling to change
Unwilling
- unwilling by checkline
i'm sick of this as much as you guys are, this my last shot
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hello all. i'm in a good mood. That's because i just ate taco bell. I love taco bell. it's gotta be one of the greatest foods created
so yeah it's been a long time since i've posted. to be honest with you, i've been very busy. busy like a bee. (it's a bee.....) haha. sara and i hung out for like an hour today. (we went and got taco bell). so yeah, alot has happened. we got our yearbooks. there is not alot of room to write in. to give you an idea, there's room for like 3 more people to sign my yearbook. and i'm not an amazingly popular kid. i have friends, but not to the amount that one would assume would fill up a yearbook. damn, that sounded like mr lamb.
we are marching again! haha, today i threw my sticks at shane while we were playing cadences. once they fell, nick threw them over the fence onto the baseball field. i didn't care, marching with the line was so much fun. i didn't realize how much i missed it until today. i stayed for both bands. sara and i did horrible. it was funny,, we both didn't care it seemed when we screwed up. i love playing drums with sara (awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww)
i hate it how everytime i go to hit tab on here, it goes to the stupid spell check thing. i don't know, just a thought
oh yeah, i'm thinking about changing my aol name to edgeofmyseat. i can't think of anything better. so you guys give me your yay or nay, or hey or hay, or whatever
oh, i may take my amp back. (gasp!). i figured that it was 900 freakin' (it's your freakin' weekend) dollars, and i bought it pretty much to please nathan and josh. they always said i needed one, i guess because it looks big. in reality my fender worked fine, even better since we ran the vocals through it. i may get it again in the future once i'm playing shows again. but as of now, i'm not getting the use out of it as i planned.
right now i'm oh so tired. (what? did he say it? that's right i said it. i am "oh so" tired.) it's 9 o clock. sara's the only one online. i planned on updating everyone on what happened while i didn't post, but screw you guys. (thats right, i said screw you guys). show me some love. haha, i've always wanted to say that
sara, steph. we need to get together to finish writing diy. i figured since me and nathan never will, the we should all come together. its not nathan's cadence, and its not my cadence, it's ours. so with that being said, i think its best that we write is as a group from here on out.
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anxious.
tired.